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Birthday: 12/4/1988
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Saturday, November 03, 2007

Guess who's back "de ja Vu"

so I tried making some changes with my weblog site... but it's not really successful. However, that is not the point of having this is it? I mean okay, it's one of the things that you could do but the most significant thing is the substance of the blog.

so it has been a long time since I've done a blog or shared my thoughts. There are many reasons why I stopped, but the most reason that I could think of is TIME.

Speaking of TIME... Time passes by so quickly that a lot of things has happened in my so called "life"
the most significant one is, me having a "for the first time" serious relationship. By serious, I mean, a relationship that I truly care about and all I want to do is to nurture it.

BUUUUTTT!! YES a BIGGG BUUUTTTT!!! *I like big butTTSsss and I can not lie* lols
everytime we fight or we have disagreement, breaking up always occur to me as a solution to stop it.
*sigh* soooo i don't know what that means...

We haven't talked for 3 days now (it's something new) --> the reason is because of TIME... time conflict that is, he's always tired from work and just want to sleep right away after... but can he not talk to me even just for a little bit? like 10-15 minutes of his sleeping time is for me? *arrggghh UNBELIEVablE!!
I've tried being empathic but I dunNNoo =(

so last night I texted him
"do i get a chance to talk to you tonight? I miss you so much already.. and I hope you do too"
He replied
"Hey I don't know where you are, but i am too tired. so i'm just going to watch Tv and fall asleep. GOod night"


THAT's all HE SAID!! and it makes me mad because he didn't even say it with affection.... so I felt like he doesn't care anymore...

I txted him right before I sleep...
"Hey hun, I jz called but you must be busy... jz tell me if you don't anymore... so that I know what to do. anyways gnight"


and since then I haven't gotten any reply.... I don't know how to talk to him or how to face him tonight or maybe tomorrow....

should I just be bitter?
should I just be sweet?
should I just be cold?
Should I just be warm?
should I just be a BITCH?
shoud I just be myself?

myself = BItCh!!!
bwahahahaha .... it's not even FunNY *sigh


I misss my oinky doinky piggggy!! =(
I envy her relationship... WHY?
they seem so deeply inlove with each other... I mean the BOY himself is sooo nice and thoughful

anyways I'm going to eat breakfast and START studying again after a 2 week OF SLACCKIINNGGGG!! =)


Thursday, June 15, 2006

So TonIght I just had an argument or prbbly misunderstanding with a friend about marks.

So the teacher has finally gave me the mark that I want after intelectually begging and letting my pride down and honour.

HOwever, a friend walked out and I thought it was just jealousy... until I talked to her, asked her about it and made her feel the worse feeling ever that made her say things that she doesn't usually say like bad words and stuff..... I was caught on guard and i was like WHOOOOAAAAA!!! this ain't my prblem....to cut the story shORt -- it tuRned oUt that It was me who had the pRoblem... I JUmped into conclusion of her that she was just jealous.. but she was not-- she walked out the room because whatever she'll say will contradict my grades and will only make teacher not to give me the mark...

So my point is that never jump into conclusion and tRue fRiends giVe up soMething that is important for the sake of FRIENDSHIP!!! and she DID!!! she gave up hEr DIGNITY, her VOICE, her HoNOUR!!!

MOreover, this was solved because we communicated, I understood her point of view and how she felt at that moment!! Thank YOU very MUCH Alice JUng!!!^_^

!!COMMUNICation is the FOundation and the backbone of EVERY RElaTionShip!!

it is thru communication, misunderstandings are solved
it is thru communication, trusts are build
it is thru communication, love feEls likE the wINd!!! hehe
it is there, we might not see it but we have to admit that we feel it!!^_^

anywho speaking of lOVE-- I TXTD MR. FaCtor ( i know it's so awkward of me doing the first move but wehh watever)-- i said

"Good night Mister who is always busy with stuffs.. I wonder if u mean what u've been saying for the past few days..!! anyways sleep tight!! Adieu"

--i think it's my final remarks-- GOOD BYE!!

!!I say gooD bye To lOVE!!


Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Hey babe^_^ sorry for txtn' so late, but i had a bad game =( and yea got my butt kicked! Anyways i jus wanted to make sure u had a good night and to show that i really care 'bout u! Have a good sleep and i'll catch ya later, tccic.

 

Aww sorry 2 hear dat nd so sorry i wasn't der to cheer u up, but don't worry there will olways be nxt tym, so lightn up, enjoy d day/morning.. coz i will!!! I had a gud night slip last nyt, i had 12 hours of sleep!! heheh anyways sleep tight and take care coz i always care!!^_^ mmwwaahh^_^

 

XOXOXOX


Thursday, May 11, 2006

!!PlaYLanD!!

I woKe up it was seven, waited till seven thirty
TriEd to caTch the BuS--I ran infront of theSe cuTe guYs
anyway.. it was worth whiLe!!

whEeww I can nOt bLink--theRe weRe so maNy hOt cuTe wHite guYs
wiTh my amAzemeNt--thEre was thiS guY wearinG rEd LoOking aT mE wHIle I was sTarIng at tHis paRticuLaR cuTe HoT guY--

FoR the FirSt timE in mY liFe-- welL I mean heRe in CanaDA
i havE speNt my wHOle day wiTh a GRoUp of JUST GUYS!!
it's so IroNic how dey cHicknd out w. evRy riDe...
by the End of d DaY I waS so exhaUSted and tIRed...--NoT beCause oF the sUN or evEn waLking oR riDing the rIDes--it's sImply beCause of tHesE guYS wHom I was wiTh the whOle tIMe trYing to foRce thEm to JoiN mE in RidINg thOse BiG & CraZY RiDes..--wHaTaa a GUY!!! my last RidE was the HelLevaTOr wIth WiLliam--

What is so strange is that guYs that I was with didn't even SCREAM!!... wen eVen the ride like roller coaster, corkscresw or even the HellEvator--w.c initiates ur voice box to stimulate a nervE impUlse to Scream----DID NOT!!
ummmm hhh I thiNK it's because of the fact that they are SHY and
thEy thiNk it's a TURN OFF!! hhaa ANG KafaL!!

NywHO I got a StoLEn sHOt oF ONiFUr GaRcia!! (btw good luck 2mrw.. with ur speech)-I know u can do it!!
I gues i jz have to LeT my feElings down aNd treat u like a FrIEnd---
soRry i nevEr bother taLking to You--it's jz simply because I am shy and I thiNK of what i say first --bcoz I care abouT ur opinIOn of Me---
weLl i am hAppY foR U
and evEn though thIngs will woRk ouT for the two oF us...
!!I woUld still saY No!!

NO TO YOU ONIFUR GARCIA "OV"
I aM OFF if U R--dats a trUe stOry haha

Thank you Father foR guiDing me and giving me the wisdom that I need
Thank you for helping me finish my essay
Thank you for giving me the opportunity to learn and realize that FaIth itself can alTeR my So caLLed LIFE!!


Tuesday, May 09, 2006

i DON't know what to talk about but simply nothing

weLl not actually and purely nothing---

I just want to thank God for giving me the strength and wisdom that I need.. but most espcially for showing me that you are always here right beside me.....U've shown it in alot of ways--thank u for givng me a friend---Love yah!!! mmwaaah

GivE me the lOve to continue living in this world of hatred
Give me the strength to overcome such weakness
Give me the guidance to lead me in this world full of delusion

I loVe you sO MUCH!! I Don't know what'll do without you.... WITHOUT YOU I am nothing!!!

I hope i will get this scholarship and finish my essaay with luck and intelligence!!! mwwaaahhhh GOOD LUCK!!!

!!IF theRe's a wiLL theRe's a WAy!!



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